Monday, May 31, 2010

I'm not dead yet!

Just entrenched in the school-year-end psychosis that goes along with excessive grading and excessive hours spent at school in said grading.  So I shall forthwith entertain you (or bore you) with bullets of life since I failed to complete NaPoWriMo:
  • I failed to complete NaPoWriMo.  But I'm not beating myself up over it.  The fact that I made it as far as I did lets me know I can actually do it for real next year.
  • I have to move out of my classroom at the end of the school year!  Gah!  I've been in this room for 10 years and have, obviously, accumulated 10 years worth of both treasure and crap.  While I welcome the opportunity to purge, I am frustrated at the district's expectation that we will have grades in the day after finals schedule (the day after graduation duty) and have all of our classrooms packed and ready to be emptied the day after that!  We're requesting that they give us the weekend to finish up.  Contrary to popular belief, we do give finals during finals week (shocking, I know), so the notion that we're "not doing anything" and can just pack during school hours, using students as free slave labor, is not one that works for me. 
  • The district also swears that they'll have our "new" portables in place and ready to go in time for us to move in before school actually starts in August.  Forgive me for saying I'm skeptical, given their track record over the past decade.  (Lord, help us.)
  • I will write my thesis and have it finished during the first month of summer.
  • After returning last night from a thirteen-hour grading day at school, I had to spend the next three hours monitoring an impromptu party (flash mob style) at a vacant house across the street from me.  Police were involved (finally).  They finally shut off the big searchlight, which was glaring almost directly into my window, at 3 a.m.  Needless to say, church attendance did not happen today. 
  • Visited a junior high in San Diego area last week to see their failure-is-not-an-option model of student accountability.  Food for thought. 
  • I've been looking through a lot of photos today, putting together an album for a niece who is graduation from junior high.  What a trip down memory lane!  The things that stand out most to me:  (a) I used to be thinner, a lot thinner;  even when I was fat, I was still thinner than now.  God!  (b) My yard used to be pretty, with a backyard lawn that wasn't patchy, and with semi-tended flowers in both the front and back yards;  now...aw, hell.  Where did I used to find the time and energy?  I'm not that old.  (c) I used to take a lot of pictures;  now I only take them on special occasions;  I miss capturing art like that. 
  • I'm so angry about the BP oil spill in LA that my own bp goes up when I read about it or see horrendous pictures of it.  I might have to (re)join the NRDC or something.  I feel furious and powerless. 
  • Is it just me, or have there been lots of odd celebrity deaths lately? 
And on that note, I'll stop whining.  I think I'll get this blog back to a more regular pace when summer starts.  Till then, I'm still checking in and reading everyone else's blogs at least once every week or two.  Prayers for survival and health and effectiveness always appreciated! 

4 comments:

What Now? said...

Good luck finishing up the end of the year (and packing -- yikes!). It's only this weekend that I somehow finally believe that the year will actually end and that I'll make it to finals.

Unknown said...

10 years in one room is huge! I'm looking at my house (12 years here) and feeling something similar as we consider the possibility of a move. Hope it goes smoothly for you.

Terri said...

Oh my...I had a friend leave her teaching position a couple of years ago to go back doctorate...she'd been there some 10 years too...hope it goes well, though.

Also, I find the news in general to be really depressing. So much tragedy and anger and sorrow all over.

Glad to hear from you!

Lomagirl said...

Hi! It's been a while since I've checked in- but I'll be sure to check in now that school's ending soon.
Did you comment on my blog? I accidently deleted one from someone. Looks like you've got a spammer now.